“If growth comes from failure, surely by now I am a giant.”
I have attempted to launch the idea behind The Experiential GOAT several times before, each time ending in failure. But each failure taught an important lesson. Here is the story of the second attempt.
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The COVID-19 pandemic in 2020 stopped the world, including the first attempt at The Experiential GOAT. I went from preparing a campaign for “PromoLife” to sitting at home watching the live events industry crash and burn. I used the time to explore various controversial topics and create a rap mixtape. For one year, I was finding different creative outlets in order to get past the anxiety of not knowing what was coming next in my life. I wasn't even thinking about my career because at that point I was sure I was completely done with experiential marketing. How were large events with large crowds going to work once the world was able to re-open?
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By the time March 2021 rolls around, the cabin fever was too much for me to bear and I was trying to figure out what I was going to do next. I decided to start with some movie background work in Atlanta just to get used to being around people other than my family. I was able to land a few background roles in Atlanta, including one on the Marvel series She Hulk.
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Despite that, I was still not considering coming back to experiential marketing. I had more confidence that movie and TV show productions would have rigid COVID-19 protocols that many marketing agencies would not try to adopt for cost reasons. Having kept an idea on job boards and experiential platforms throughout the shutdown, I could see that there was a lot of uncertainty across then board. With experts divided on the best way to go about events post-pandemic, I was quite content to stay in the artistic sphere of entertainment.
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In May 2021, I got asked if I could be the team lead for a NASCAR unveiling event in my hometown of Charlotte, North Carolina. Since this was one of my favorite agencies to work for, I decided that I would give it a shot. The event was small and while there were no testing or vaccine protocols in place at that point, it felt good to be back working a live event. I still was not considering coming back entirely until July 2021 when I made the decision to drive cross country from North Carolina to California in the PromoMobile.
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I started booking events as I was coming across the country, using every resource that I had at my disposal to be able to stay consistently booked while having to driving long distances. From July 2021 until November 2021, I had worked everything from a monster truck show in Cleveland to driving Corvettes at the Texas State Fair to the Los Angeles Auto Show. I was having the time of my life and recording it every step of the way.
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When I arrived in Los Angeles in November 2021, I was pleasantly surprised that I was able to reconnect with people I had met when I had first started out in the industry. Being able to reconnect with that community was incredibly beneficial since it allowed me to work for the LA Rams during their playoff run and the Super Bowl LVI Halftime Show.
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By February 2022, I had completed the most incredible job run of my entire career: not only had I been able to work the LA Rams playoff games, I was able to work for one of the main Super Bowl sponsors, Visa, be on the field during the halftime show, and work the victory parade after the LA Rams won Super Bowl LVI.
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I was very quickly becoming a go-to person for how to find great gigs in the live events industry and how to keep up with all of it. After a while, I was getting the same questions so much and so often, that I began to realize there was a need for this information. I began pitching the idea of a website that has all the information that would be necessary to be successful in this industry to a group of friends that I was working with pretty consistently in experiential marketing.
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I started updating all the information from “PromoLife” and getting in touch with other heavy hitters in experiential marketing such as Jae Davis Media and Trusted Herd about putting together a resources platform. The premise was meant to be extremely simple: the website would be a collection of all the various tools that I and the community had used to be able to book great gigs, financial resources that are unique to those working events, and how to avoid staffing scams. I set to work rebranding “PromoLife” to
The Experiential GOAT.
Over the next year, I was trying to keep up the momentum in my personal career while trying to adjust to life in Los Angeles while putting together this platform. I was flying around the country working and trying to put together a platform for the community of people that were so instrumental to me living some of the most incredible moments of my life.
So what went wrong?
The Failure: Burnout
While I was blessed to be able to book the most exclusive gigs for some of the biggest brands in the nation while being based out of the entertainment capital of the world, the reality was that I was burning the candle at both ends in order to keep up with the demand. Where I had been able to schedule in off days when I was driving across the country to get to Los Angeles, I suddenly found that I no longer had any time to myself. My off days were suddenly split between trying to find an apartment in LA and trying to build the website, with the occasional friend outing in order to stay up on everything happening in the entertainment and experiential industry.
After a while, I was starting to feel the same burnout that had caused me to move back to home in 2017 and decided to reduce the amount of experiential marketing gigs in favor of working more as a studio vocalist. As cliche as it sounds, music allows me the freedom to express myself in ways that may not be acceptable in other environments. I was suddenly able to express all the negative emotions that I had been bottling up in order to be at all these different events and the conflicting emotions that often arise but that no one wants to talk about.
At first, this was what allowed me to keep my head in the game and stay focused. If something happened at an event that I was not able to react to honestly, I would just put it in a song and record it when I got to the PromoMobile so that it was out of my system. Then I would work on the next thing for The Experiential GOAT and prepare for the next work event and so on and so forth. Being able to sing the negative emotions was cathartic and helped to resolved a lot of the conflicted emotions that can happen when working major events.
But after a while, I felt that I was being confined to a space that I no longer belonged. I had always expressed the desire to work in production, but I had seemed to hit a wall when it came to getting production companies to even give me an interview, let alone an actual job. I wasn't sure if my reputation as being hard working, but incredibly outspoken was working against me or if I was becoming more outspoken because I was becoming so disillusioned with the industry.
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The final straw for working activations was the 2023 College Football Championship in Los Angeles. I was the team lead for a major brand that had the team handing things to fans so that they could win prizes. Since the activation was at the convention center, I asked the tour manager from the production company for water and hand sanitizer for the team. The conversation got heated when they more or less tried to refuse and I could no longer contain my deep frustration that I was having to tell the person in charge that water and hand sanitizer was necessary for handing items to strangers all day. That was the day I knew that I could not work events AND advocate on behalf of workers simultaneously.
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To add to it, the PromoMobile died the day I was supposed to leave for Super Bowl LVII, forcing me to drop all the plans that I had for The Experiential GOAT in Phoneix, AZ. After working Super Bowl LVII Halftime Show, I officially “retired” from working activations in experiential marketing. The Experiential GOAT was shelved yet again, with my music and artistic pursuits being able to take center stage.
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Beyonce's birthday concert in Los Angeles during her Renaissance Tour would change my perception of what experiential marketing could be. And the ill-fated survey would reveal sides of the industry I had never imagined.
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